Comparisons

I know laughter is right for me. But I do miss trouble. I try to remember any time that I laughed, truly laughed when I was with trouble. Unfortunately, I can't think of a single instant. I miss the charm I guess or the magical quality our courtship had. Or maybe my memory has tricked me into believing our relationship was more special than it actually was. I wonder if the next time I meet you we will laugh. I know we won't. I know laughter is right for me.