I remember sharing my idea of heaven with you after I read The Five People You Meet In Heaven. I wonder if you remember it. It has obviously changed since then but only slightly. I remember your reaction and I often wonder if it will ever change. Maybe I need a better audience.

Last week I thought about what food would I choose if it was the only food I was allowed to eat at every meal, for every day of the rest of my life. Before that, I painstakingly elaborated on the actual artwork I want to own in the future (I calculated the rough cost as well). Clearly, I need a hobby. :)

I want to sketch again. Spend my weekends lounging at the beach with a sketch book and lemonade. Maybe switch to reading in the late afternoon, martinis in the evening and amateur astronomy at night. I forgot yoga at sunrise. Obviously, I need a beach house.

The more music my friends send to me to 'explore', the more I listen to my favorites on the Joey. I am no longer interested if you listen to Maiden or Zeppelin or Coldplay. Currently, the most played song on the Joey is Love Song by Right Said Fred followed by Dido's Don't Believe In Love. Clearly, I have gone soft according to those who have known me since my rock fan days. Maybe I need new friends. (Or no friends. I really prize my solitude.)

I also need elementary cooking and survival skills, bookcases for my library in my beach house, $5,000 for a backpacking trip across Europe and a down blanket.

I probably need the blanket the most but please feel free to contribute to Freespirit's Dream Fund.

You, stay away. These are MY dreams and this is MY fund.